Tons of luck!

So, how's 2013 so far?
Beberapa bulan kedepan aku bakalan susah bernafas dengan lega soalnya HERE COMES THOSE MONTHS BEFORE FINAL EXAMINATION (Ok, sorry, no need capslock on sebenarnya, biar kesannya aku tereak gitu biar dapet intonasinya). Iya. Ujian Nasional. Beberapa teman masih banyak yang merasa masa depannya terkatung - katung karena belum tau nantinya mau lanjutin kuliah apa, kemana. I'm not that clueless actually. I know where I want to go. Aku sebenernya udah tau mau ambil apa dan kemana nantinya. Tapi, hey, not everything in this earth considered upon your hands, right? Meskipun tau mau apa, belum tentu nantinya berhasil lolos kesana kan? I'm not a pessimist, tbh. I would do everything I could to get in there, though it means I should work harder, think bigger, and more sleepless night... I believe God is in my way. :-)

Well, people are talking about their 2012. Hahaha I know I should post this before the clock strikes 12 on Dec 31st, seharusnya. 2012 adalah taun that I'm finally turning 17. Udah gede, harusnya bisa nentuin yang mana yang worth to fight, yang mana yang wasting time.
2012 adalah taun dengan kenangan bulan puasanya paling buruk. Sangat sangat buruk. Like.. if I could, I wish what happened that time could be disappear, like never happens. I had a big big big fight with dad. And I hate to bring that thing up. Anyone here knows how it feels, when you see someone you love's eyes, those eyes seem so strange, so different, like stranger's eyes? I know how it feels. And it cuts me.
2012 adalah taun terakhir aku aktif di basket smunju, taun terakhir rutin ngabisin waktu dengan bola dan ring. Sedih banget rasanya, like something is missing here... LBP jadi event basket terakhir di SMA. Hiks. (Keep going guys! Taun taun depan kalian harus bangkitin prestasi smunju yang dulu dulu itu, yang katanya unbeatable, yang katanya beken banget itu hahaha ayo ada yang susul Bonanza sama bang Rizal sana ke NBL :-p) Gotta miss spending time with you guys, my nicest teammates.. *hug*
Banyak banget kenangan 2012, just like any other past years. I wish I could retrieve them back. I wish for another blessed year. Semoga 2013 berjalan sesuai harapan kita. Tons of luck for 2013! mwah!

All I can say after everything is ffffiuuuhhhh...

Akhirnya blog ini kembali normal. Yea. I know what had happened. Dengan segala ke sok pintaran aku, tadinya blog ini jadi hancur, semuanya mencong mencong. I was trying to make my own template using Artisteer and... damn. I screwed up everything here. Kemaren itu bener bener clueless dan udah mau delete aja blog ini trus bikin blog baru. But I was too sad to do it cz I've been with this blog for almost three years...;-( (walaupun aku tau ya isinya ga informatif, ga berguna, cenderung berisi tulisan-tulisan bertema klasik khas anak SMA... yea, I know right). Jadi dengan segenap hati yang telah luluh lantak, aku berhasil mengembalikan blog ini dengan keadaan normal. *confetti*

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