Well, I got some days off for this week (days off during mid term week - doesn't it sound awesome? yea) and I think I have to clear these spiderwebs out of my page :0
Ok. Here we go.
I scrolled down this blog and realized something: all the stuff I've posted were sad and blue and boring. I started thinking "god I sound like moaning myrtle all the time"
Then, considering a few things, I decided to post something different and (actually) doesn't sound like me, I basically hate this thing.
I hate cheesy thing.
I've fallen for someone lately.
Yes, yes, I'm living the life where I keep listening to catchy love songs, dreaming about the same person quite often, replying my conversation with this person over and over again inside my head everytime I'm on a daydream, and etc etc.
God, really, I don't know what am I talking about.
I found this crush stuff is pretty fascinating. You know, it is not something serious that makes you wondering all the time, but makes you happier instead. I'm a happier person everytime he is around me and I'm still that happy person when he is not. This feels so light, so easy, like I found my favorite flavor of candy.
I love to listen to his hummings when he is in the middle of something, and I fall asleep smiling remembering those hummings at night. I laugh at stupid things he did, in every five minutes when we meet. I'm keeping the picture of us only for myself, I didn't put it in anywhere or show it to anyone but my close friends. Yep, those super silly things. I remember when I can literally hear my heart beat when he stood so close to me that day behind the whiteboard.
You are a sweet sweet person, you made that peanut butter cookies for everyone.
You said you love math and cooking, two things that I'm not really good at. But that's ok.
You love books I love books God please don't call this a coincidence.
You look good in pink I swear.
Now I remember what is your smile remind me of:
sunflowers!
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